Tumblr (3.0; @marisajune)http://marisajune.tumblr.com/<p>It&#8217;s so hard for me to talk to people and actually bring any substance in regards to my personality into a conversation.</p> <p>I don&#8217;t know how to talk about myself and I basically assume new people will shit all over my trust in them because of the past couple of years and I just&#8230; </p> <p>Every time I go through a longer amount of time where my depression isn&#8217;t so bad I end up with so many regrets. </p> <p>&#8220;I should have opened up to that person. I should have gone to that thing. I should have actually participated in life instead of barely functioning.&#8221; </p> <p>When I am depressed there is only so much social interaction I can handle before needing to be alone. Being around other people hurts and usually makes things worse instead of better. There are days when I can barely stand to be around myself. </p> <p>But when I feel okay, I just wish I could go back and have a redo and I wonder how many of my relationships/friendships would be different right now and what would be better or worse. </p>http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53342797014http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53342797014Wed, 19 Jun 2013 01:45:08 -0500minepersonalregretsdepression<p>how do you meet people and date them and smooch them and stuff how does that work i don&#8217;t remember what are boys how do they work are they even a thing what</p>http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53342478929http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53342478929Wed, 19 Jun 2013 01:38:12 -0500minepersonalbut really<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/e3a5a20990fedf280a2ba0bbae35ea6a/tumblr_mokpactiLF1rvv4x1o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://adventure-time-allthe-time.tumblr.com/post/53328068861/avenger-time-by-m7781" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank">adventure-time-allthe-time</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>Avenger Time by <a href="http://m7781.deviantart.com/art/avenger-time-376462305" target="_blank">m7781</a></p></blockquote>http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53329249237http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53329249237Tue, 18 Jun 2013 21:59:30 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/abf96991c44fa0e7a8403152ed462afb/tumblr_moldjyBUXa1qc8yajo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://wgsn.tumblr.com/post/53276639428/fabien-verriests-floral-beards-made-us-smile-at" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank">wgsn</a>:</p> <blockquote><p class="MsoNormal"><span>Fabien Verriest’s floral beards made us smile at La Cambre National School of Visual Arts final MA show. </span></p></blockquote>http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53315834156http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53315834156Tue, 18 Jun 2013 18:53:03 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/f4657880659774c3f9cb67bd79936821/tumblr_molyk9bj8O1qhvxo2o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>My hair looks real dumb but not using heat on it for this long sure is making it grow faster/healthier. #me</p>http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53305966816http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53305966816Tue, 18 Jun 2013 16:33:45 -0500me<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/643f221a43c43d02fdbc1ae1dd665d25/tumblr_moaytgn1a81rnseozo3_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/35d3a935a0cda777d38716f558d94e0b/tumblr_moaytgn1a81rnseozo1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/a3ad110c3ee3f632048b9419cc476355/tumblr_moaytgn1a81rnseozo2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/75497852be0225cf4f9f1d8d25577ae1/tumblr_moaytgn1a81rnseozo5_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://theoddmentemporium.tumblr.com/post/52823058970/victorian-women-breastfeeding-at-a-time-when-when" target="_blank">theoddmentemporium</a>:</p> <blockquote> <h1 class="firstHeading" id="firstHeading"><span>Victorian Women Breastfeeding</span></h1> <p><span>At a time when when modesty was considered fundamental in women, the above images depict an unlikely fashion amongst mid-19th century mothers. </span></p> <p><span>According to </span><span>Gwen Sharp, an Assistant Professor of Sociology at Nevada State College, </span><span>‘The use of wet nurses had never been as common in the U.S. as in Europe, and it became even less popular by the early 1800s; breastfeeding your own child became a central measure of your worth as a mother. </span><span>‘Cultural constructions of femininity became highly centered on motherhood and the special bond between a mother and her children in the Victorian era.’</span></p> <p>Given that the images are daguerrotypes - the first commercial photographic process - the subjects do not appear quite as at ease as their modern counterparts might. <span>The women and their babies would have had to sit still for approximately ten minutes while the image developed on a silvered copper plate - presumably a challenge with small children involved.</span></p> </blockquote>http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53304665236http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53304665236Tue, 18 Jun 2013 16:16:23 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4dbe57e5025aa871ecf6707016ff5393/tumblr_migd0eLB4e1r6ym66o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53304608123http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53304608123Tue, 18 Jun 2013 16:15:36 -0500<p><p class="MsoNormal"><span><a href="http://ellewroboblog.tumblr.com/" target="_blank"><strong><span>ellewroboblog</span></strong></a></span><span> </span><span>replied to your</span><span> </span><span><a href="http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53302256267/ellewroboblog-replied-to-your-post-somebody-go" target="_blank"><span>post</span></a></span><span>: <em><a href="http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53302256267/ellewroboblog-replied-to-your-post-somebody-go" target="_blank"><span>ellewroboblog replied to your post: Somebody go&#8230;</span></a></em></span><span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span>AND WHOSE FAULT IS THAT. ;____; </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span>oops. :3 </span></p></p>http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53303817287http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53303817287Tue, 18 Jun 2013 16:04:50 -0500ellewroboblog<p><p class="MsoNormal"><span><a href="http://completelyunfounded.tumblr.com/" target="_blank"><strong><span>completelyunfounded</span></strong></a></span><span> </span><span>replied to your</span><span> </span><span><a href="http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53301926680/somebody-go-shopping-with-meeee-and-by-shopping" target="_blank"><span>post</span></a></span><span>: <em><a href="http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53301926680/somebody-go-shopping-with-meeee-and-by-shopping" target="_blank"><span>Somebody go shopping with meeee.  And by shopping&#8230;</span></a></em></span><span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span>sugar daddy &gt; job (except for the issue of female objectification but like …. I just want the stuff?????)</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span>The stuff would be niceeee. :P </span></p></p>http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53303726862http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53303726862Tue, 18 Jun 2013 16:03:37 -0500completelyunfounded<p><p class="MsoNormal"><span><a href="http://ellewroboblog.tumblr.com/" target="_blank"><strong><span>ellewroboblog</span></strong></a></span><span> </span><span>replied to your</span><span> </span><span><a href="http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53301926680/somebody-go-shopping-with-meeee-and-by-shopping" target="_blank"><span>post</span></a></span><span>: <em><a href="http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53301926680/somebody-go-shopping-with-meeee-and-by-shopping" target="_blank"><span>Somebody go shopping with meeee.  And by shopping&#8230;</span></a></em></span><span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span>I’m going shopping today.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span>But that is two hours away from meee. </span></p></p>http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53302256267http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53302256267Tue, 18 Jun 2013 15:43:51 -0500ellewroboblog<p>Somebody go shopping with meeee. </p> <p>And by shopping I mean staring at all the things and not buying anything because money. </p>http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53301926680http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53301926680Tue, 18 Jun 2013 15:39:28 -0500it's time for a sugar daddyor..you know a jobthat thingmine<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/c4b23963930a0a69606d8510f4e8c025/tumblr_mn2kr4M2721qd6lt2o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53298532611http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53298532611Tue, 18 Jun 2013 14:54:19 -0500<p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://lotsalipstick.tumblr.com/post/53283599639/people-who-use-insults-like-attention-whore-but" target="_blank">lotsalipstick</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>people who use insults like “attention whore” but also say they’re body positive etc, I see you</p> </blockquote>http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53297766843http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53297766843Tue, 18 Jun 2013 14:43:52 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/b8b7c5574506d0bc0867cd81cfd19cd0/tumblr_mmjt7aXB0n1qivty9o1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/bc54f021c1e1999c1e065e2dc3e9dd3e/tumblr_mmjt7aXB0n1qivty9o2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/34f0658a90da234444a4fd07b8ac55be/tumblr_mmjt7aXB0n1qivty9o3_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/90ae7055f15c8c1691bcd0b55d9c8773/tumblr_mmjt7aXB0n1qivty9o4_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/9f5b7101e22555b2cc331067c2c5cdf0/tumblr_mmjt7aXB0n1qivty9o5_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://stormofsnow.tumblr.com/post/53209945237/ortide-this-gorgeous-halssen-lyon-calendar" target="_blank">stormofsnow</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://ortide.tumblr.com/post/53193905118/this-gorgeous-halssen-lyon-calendar-is-made-of" target="_blank">ortide</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><span>“This gorgeous Hälssen & Lyon calendar is made of brewable tea. Each day is made of fine pressed wafer thin tea leaves.” </span></p> </blockquote> </blockquote>http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53297450024http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53297450024Tue, 18 Jun 2013 14:39:35 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d0711231b60bf00ad14ca0680e4b42b4/tumblr_moirdyiYSg1rwsd7jo3_500.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/fe95ad1f1ef9130b19d46d2416262e6a/tumblr_moirdyiYSg1rwsd7jo1_500.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/e68a09b08cc51e5a8c55b2cc768003a6/tumblr_moirdyiYSg1rwsd7jo2_500.png"/><br/> <br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://lesbianese.tumblr.com/post/53203994904/wow-so-accurate" target="_blank">lesbianese</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>wow so accurate</p> </blockquote>http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53295962763http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53295962763Tue, 18 Jun 2013 14:19:14 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/2833ac46a919932dc1d145b07187b2c2/tumblr_mok796yqju1sq2kz4o1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53295820052http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53295820052Tue, 18 Jun 2013 14:17:15 -0500<iframe src="http://player.vimeo.com/video/67995158" width="400" height="225" frameborder="0"></iframe><br/><br/><p><a href="http://n-a-s-a.tumblr.com/post/53294712214/a-supercell-thunderstorm-over-texas-video-credit" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank">n-a-s-a</a>:</p> <blockquote><p><strong>A Supercell Thunderstorm Over Texas </strong> <br/> Video Credit & Copyright: Mike Oblinski; Music: Impact Lento</p></blockquote>http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53295453655http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53295453655Tue, 18 Jun 2013 14:12:07 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/7f89bb0c8176e468da26bd7db5a24375/tumblr_mi0i1mH9VK1qmxsr8o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53287841794http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53287841794Tue, 18 Jun 2013 12:20:08 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/850a655bbf96637001d8f3cddaba5521/tumblr_mnyhqjW9Mt1qe4owdo1_500.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/63ac748a6f3fdb7daf2eed322ab47b9d/tumblr_mnyhqjW9Mt1qe4owdo2_500.png"/><br/> <br/>http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53267411832http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53267411832Tue, 18 Jun 2013 04:40:44 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/0bc85a1fd41c2f6e0a6943c9846404b5/tumblr_mnsjv0Kpxe1rsa8svo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53266510108http://marisajune.tumblr.com/post/53266510108Tue, 18 Jun 2013 04:10:34 -0500